a
void that's only increasing in its size
a neurosis that I cannot define
my loneliness surmounts me
and emptiness surrounds me
and the thread from which I hang on loses time
all
that I desire out of reach
unable to comprehend all of life's complexities
I see myself and wonder why
if it is worth to stay alive
and why I never do what's best for me
persistence,
it's my motivation to continue
perseverence, a quality which I ask of you
I have no chemical imbalance to blame my problems on
I just have to search my inner thoughts
and find what's wrong with me
I
recollect the life that has passed me by
periods of prosperity I often emphasize
I
talk to myself, I cannot lie
but if I fuck up one more time
they'll pull the curtains and hang me out to dry
persistence,
it's my motivation to continue
perseverence, there's still so much to do
I have no chemical imbalance to blame my problems on
I just have to connect the dots
and find what's wrong with me
