With Yourself
music and lyrics by Charles Ian Chun

infatuation to the highest degree
I ponder little thoughts
are yours ever about me?
do you twitch when I look at you the way I do?
'cause you know what I thinking

and I notice not a day goes by
without me looking in the window to see if you're inside
do you ever take the time to look out past the clothes rack
hoping to find me watching?

conversation comes only from one side
I speak of the failure that is my life
you tell of secrets you'd prefer to hide
while you listen to me ramble

everyone says you're one of the guys
but I don't think they're looking for the thoughts behind your eyes
friends are always nice to have
deprivation, I need more than that
do I really look good wearing this hat?

you don't need anyone
I guess that is admirable
rejection is my best friend
how can anyone get used to rejection?

I'm not taken well with reality
I realize you will never feel the same way about me
somehow I don't mind
I think that I would only complicate your life
you're too classy for me anyway

I titled this song hoping that someone would someday call a radio station asking the DJ, will you play "With Yourself?"