Girls Suck
music and lyrics by Charles Ian Chun

my life is not my own
it's like a job I don't get paid for
happiness I've never known
I blame myself for not locking the door

I won't kill myself over you
even though I've thought of it before
my existence is diminished with little thoughts of
that one thing I will never have

undesirable
I'm simply hideous to some
years go by as the river dries
I can't share that moment with anyone

tonight I'm going to be alone
just like every other daily ritual
wondering if I have grown
maybe the others roam aimlessly down below

I don't understand why I torture myself
when I don't succeed in the end
when will I be worthwhile to someone else?
when will I be self-satisfied?

undesirable
I'm simply hideous to some
years go by as the river dries
I can't share that moment with anyone